Ty got to Rachel. She knows he still loves her.
She was crying as she got on the plane, surprisingly enough.
i have no idea what else happened, as i only walked into the room as there were hugs and tears and things.
But no one need panic, for the lovers know that the love is still there.
everyone breath a sigh of relief and continue on with their lives.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Rain, in all it's glory
came bucketing down today.
my hair was dripping
my blothes coudn't hold anymore water in them
my shoes we're like a swimming pool
it was freaking awesome
i love the rain
and then it stared hailing, so we got pelted with that as well.
ill type it again, i love the rain
its just so. brilliant.
it creates puddles
which create places for us to jump
and so we jump
and we laugh
and we release endorphins
and everything seems right once again
no matter what is going on.
no matter who's snubbing who.
playing out in the rain when its wet and not cold, is one of the best things ever
and will always make me feel better
i love when it rains so hard, you can't hear yourself think, let alone the teacher all the way up the front of the room
i love it when it rains and you don't have the teacher that insists on teaching, you have the substitute teacher and you've finished all the work and they don't mind if you look as the rain as long as you're not too disruptive
i love it when you see lightning and count the seconds until the thunder arrives
i love it when the lightning is all jagged-y and you can clearly see its forks in the sky
i love it when you hear a huge crack of thunder sounds and all the prissy girls shriek and people (in this case jacky) yell out 'man up!'
i love it when people start stressing about about the rain is going to ruin their hair, it's more fun wet
and, i just love how fun the rain is. jumping in puddles isn't a kid thing, and it is still fun
basically, rain rules.
my hair was dripping
my blothes coudn't hold anymore water in them
my shoes we're like a swimming pool
it was freaking awesome
i love the rain
and then it stared hailing, so we got pelted with that as well.
ill type it again, i love the rain
its just so. brilliant.
it creates puddles
which create places for us to jump
and so we jump
and we laugh
and we release endorphins
and everything seems right once again
no matter what is going on.
no matter who's snubbing who.
playing out in the rain when its wet and not cold, is one of the best things ever
and will always make me feel better
i love when it rains so hard, you can't hear yourself think, let alone the teacher all the way up the front of the room
i love it when it rains and you don't have the teacher that insists on teaching, you have the substitute teacher and you've finished all the work and they don't mind if you look as the rain as long as you're not too disruptive
i love it when you see lightning and count the seconds until the thunder arrives
i love it when the lightning is all jagged-y and you can clearly see its forks in the sky
i love it when you hear a huge crack of thunder sounds and all the prissy girls shriek and people (in this case jacky) yell out 'man up!'
i love it when people start stressing about about the rain is going to ruin their hair, it's more fun wet
and, i just love how fun the rain is. jumping in puddles isn't a kid thing, and it is still fun
basically, rain rules.
Is it wrong...
that i really want ty to stop rachel before she gets on a plane to london?
it seems like such a bizzar wish.
here are two people, whom i've never met, and never will meet becuase they are fictional characters.
although i suppose you could technically argue that by being an observer of their lives, i have met them, but i should really have no emotional connection. on the television screen, they're 2D.
in case you're unaware (as many people probably would be) i'm talking about a couple of chracters from neighbours. i'm not an avid follower of the show, and will spend as much time asking my sister 'what's going on?' 'when did they get married?!?' and the ever changing 'who likes who??'
the wonders of soaps. allowing us to walk in and out of peoples lives with no effort on our behalf, except possibly turning the tv on, or chaning the channel.
what is it about these peoples lives that has thousands of people tuning in every night to see how their life is?
i suppose thats really a bit of a rhetorical question these days.
becuase it's interesing. becuase they exprience things that some of us never have. they laugh, cry, fall apart, and always have a support network to fall back upon. and they love.
every week there seems to be another fight going on, whether it be an internal one or a physical one. and quite frankly, it's exhausting.
i mean, unless you watch every night, you never quite known what's going on. i'm not saying you can't pick it up, it's really not that hard. but i like knowing why. it's irritating i know, but if they're arguing, i want to know why? who said what, when and where? who else was there? does everyone know they're not speaking?
and then you've got to watch them struggle, as they pretend to not love someone, just so that person will 'do the right thing'. then there's the rush at the end of the episode as they realise they've been a fool. they just let the love of their life go, how foolish of them, they can't live without them. one minute they're so convinced that breaking up with this person is the right thing to do, the next they're grovelling for forgivness at an airport, or the front door of her new beau's place.
how can they change so quickly? how can their view of right and wrong shift so quickly as soon as they realise they've done something that hurts themselves. sure, they may have known it would hurt to say goodbye to them, and done it anyway, which i suppose is slightly commendable, but when they realise just how hurt they are by their own actions, they rush to rectify this, the thoughts of the other persons feelings now completely erased from their minds.
it is simply highlighting something we all know.
humans are selfish.
you are selfish.
i am selfish.
is there anthing in our lives that we do for absolutly no gratification?
i know this isn't an original thought. joey form friends had the exact same one. but honeslty, can anyone think of a single thing we don't do for at least one positive ramification?
we may hate our job, but we work becuase we need and like the money.
we give to charity to help others, and we feel good about ourselves because we've helped somebody less fortunate than ourselves.
it seems an inescapeable truth. has anyone any thoughts they would like to share on the matter?
quite probably not.
ah well.
it seems like such a bizzar wish.
here are two people, whom i've never met, and never will meet becuase they are fictional characters.
although i suppose you could technically argue that by being an observer of their lives, i have met them, but i should really have no emotional connection. on the television screen, they're 2D.
in case you're unaware (as many people probably would be) i'm talking about a couple of chracters from neighbours. i'm not an avid follower of the show, and will spend as much time asking my sister 'what's going on?' 'when did they get married?!?' and the ever changing 'who likes who??'
the wonders of soaps. allowing us to walk in and out of peoples lives with no effort on our behalf, except possibly turning the tv on, or chaning the channel.
what is it about these peoples lives that has thousands of people tuning in every night to see how their life is?
i suppose thats really a bit of a rhetorical question these days.
becuase it's interesing. becuase they exprience things that some of us never have. they laugh, cry, fall apart, and always have a support network to fall back upon. and they love.
every week there seems to be another fight going on, whether it be an internal one or a physical one. and quite frankly, it's exhausting.
i mean, unless you watch every night, you never quite known what's going on. i'm not saying you can't pick it up, it's really not that hard. but i like knowing why. it's irritating i know, but if they're arguing, i want to know why? who said what, when and where? who else was there? does everyone know they're not speaking?
and then you've got to watch them struggle, as they pretend to not love someone, just so that person will 'do the right thing'. then there's the rush at the end of the episode as they realise they've been a fool. they just let the love of their life go, how foolish of them, they can't live without them. one minute they're so convinced that breaking up with this person is the right thing to do, the next they're grovelling for forgivness at an airport, or the front door of her new beau's place.
how can they change so quickly? how can their view of right and wrong shift so quickly as soon as they realise they've done something that hurts themselves. sure, they may have known it would hurt to say goodbye to them, and done it anyway, which i suppose is slightly commendable, but when they realise just how hurt they are by their own actions, they rush to rectify this, the thoughts of the other persons feelings now completely erased from their minds.
it is simply highlighting something we all know.
humans are selfish.
you are selfish.
i am selfish.
is there anthing in our lives that we do for absolutly no gratification?
i know this isn't an original thought. joey form friends had the exact same one. but honeslty, can anyone think of a single thing we don't do for at least one positive ramification?
we may hate our job, but we work becuase we need and like the money.
we give to charity to help others, and we feel good about ourselves because we've helped somebody less fortunate than ourselves.
it seems an inescapeable truth. has anyone any thoughts they would like to share on the matter?
quite probably not.
ah well.
Thursday, March 05, 2009
Dancing, tatts and crazy bats
well. we had dancing again today
quite frankly, i learnt more in period 5 of class today. and trust me, i didn't learn much.
it was the exact same class as last week. 40 freaking minutes of the 60 minute class was spent on the carosel. which we knew.
its just all a bit non-sensical to be honest.
we're contemplating not going back.
i guess we'll see how things go and just try and be zen until the time we reach a decision.
speaking of being zen, ive been anything but recently.
people confuse me. sometimes i think they have more mood swings than ME. egads.
i am thinking of getting a tattoo. a small one, on my foot.
im not sure what yet though.
i'm thinking just a small star, that way if i want to add to it later its realativly easy to.
andbody have any thoughts?
im guessing probably not as im pretty sure no one has the URL for this.
maybe i shall give it out.
if i do. hi. sup? etc.
as for the crazy bats, read into that what you will.
an underlying psychological problem that needs addressing?
maybe so.
or maybe i just liky rhyming.
.... i am currently listening to itunes and its on shuffle.
i just discovered that i have 'beethovens 5th. techno remix'
now who has psychological issues!!!!
quite frankly, i learnt more in period 5 of class today. and trust me, i didn't learn much.
it was the exact same class as last week. 40 freaking minutes of the 60 minute class was spent on the carosel. which we knew.
its just all a bit non-sensical to be honest.
we're contemplating not going back.
i guess we'll see how things go and just try and be zen until the time we reach a decision.
speaking of being zen, ive been anything but recently.
people confuse me. sometimes i think they have more mood swings than ME. egads.
i am thinking of getting a tattoo. a small one, on my foot.
im not sure what yet though.
i'm thinking just a small star, that way if i want to add to it later its realativly easy to.
andbody have any thoughts?
im guessing probably not as im pretty sure no one has the URL for this.
maybe i shall give it out.
if i do. hi. sup? etc.
as for the crazy bats, read into that what you will.
an underlying psychological problem that needs addressing?
maybe so.
or maybe i just liky rhyming.
.... i am currently listening to itunes and its on shuffle.
i just discovered that i have 'beethovens 5th. techno remix'
now who has psychological issues!!!!
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Jellyfish Thrash Dance
so we went to the new vouge class today.
its alright, but its basically a beginners class
which is kinda craptastic as dooing the same thing over and over again gets old pretty quickly. also, the first dance we learnt was the carosel, which we'd learnt the previous week at the other dance school. lolz tasmic. but not really.
the teacher is the guy who own the place, which is different coz we usually have a different teacher. but he's still at our class. as a student.
it makes me lol. shouldn't. but it does.
we left a bit early and then went to the other dance school. ABK. tis awesome. i heart it.
we do a bit of random stuff, mainly lating, jives, cha cha, rumba. but occationaly do other stuff, tangos, rock and roll etc.
and then there's the most awesome type of dancing of all.
The Jellyfish Thrash Dance.
you know when you get bored in a dance class, and you put your arms out either side and just kind of bob up and down? well thats the jellyfish dance.
add music with some bass, jumps instead of bobs, floppy wrists and head banging, and you have
Jellyfish Thrash Dancing.
The Ultimate Dance.
its alright, but its basically a beginners class
which is kinda craptastic as dooing the same thing over and over again gets old pretty quickly. also, the first dance we learnt was the carosel, which we'd learnt the previous week at the other dance school. lolz tasmic. but not really.
the teacher is the guy who own the place, which is different coz we usually have a different teacher. but he's still at our class. as a student.
it makes me lol. shouldn't. but it does.
we left a bit early and then went to the other dance school. ABK. tis awesome. i heart it.
we do a bit of random stuff, mainly lating, jives, cha cha, rumba. but occationaly do other stuff, tangos, rock and roll etc.
and then there's the most awesome type of dancing of all.
The Jellyfish Thrash Dance.
you know when you get bored in a dance class, and you put your arms out either side and just kind of bob up and down? well thats the jellyfish dance.
add music with some bass, jumps instead of bobs, floppy wrists and head banging, and you have
Jellyfish Thrash Dancing.
The Ultimate Dance.
Monday, February 23, 2009
Now I Must Change The Blog Name
As i am a horrible blog updater i hav added a friend o mine to this blog and she shalst impart her wonderous wisdon upon us and the world shall be a better place.
or at least, this blog will be two rambling girls instead of one =D
so, jacky and i have gone to latin dance classes like, once a week, for over a year, and weve gotten screwed around a bit, and not in a good way, about when it is.
they kept moving the day so they could fit in one school or anothers deb classes.
so far this year its been a monday. i hadn't been able to go to the first two classes as i was working, and neither jacky nor i went last week as we were both sick.
anyhoo, we turn up tonight, and theres a fair few mount clear kids there, and we were like, this is odd, maybe they're just finishing a class
they weren't
they were starting a deb class. that was replacing our class. that we hadn't been told about.
so we were like, well, this kind of sucks. we stayed for an hour and did some of the class, but it wasn't anything new to us, so that got boring.
but we also discovered that not only had they cancelled our class that day, they had merged it with another on a thursday 4-5. we take a class at what i suppose you would call a rival dance place from 5-6 thursdays.
the mer-zay-tion class is alos a new vouge as opposed to a latin, which kinda sucks. but we'll go thurs and see how it workies.
or at least, this blog will be two rambling girls instead of one =D
so, jacky and i have gone to latin dance classes like, once a week, for over a year, and weve gotten screwed around a bit, and not in a good way, about when it is.
they kept moving the day so they could fit in one school or anothers deb classes.
so far this year its been a monday. i hadn't been able to go to the first two classes as i was working, and neither jacky nor i went last week as we were both sick.
anyhoo, we turn up tonight, and theres a fair few mount clear kids there, and we were like, this is odd, maybe they're just finishing a class
they weren't
they were starting a deb class. that was replacing our class. that we hadn't been told about.
so we were like, well, this kind of sucks. we stayed for an hour and did some of the class, but it wasn't anything new to us, so that got boring.
but we also discovered that not only had they cancelled our class that day, they had merged it with another on a thursday 4-5. we take a class at what i suppose you would call a rival dance place from 5-6 thursdays.
the mer-zay-tion class is alos a new vouge as opposed to a latin, which kinda sucks. but we'll go thurs and see how it workies.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
its been a long time. and still nothing is entertaining =D
In case anyone is wondering, own all of friends now. and all of will and grace. that was my obsession these summer holidays just passed. the summer of '08,
yeah. my commitments not to good and i feel it is apt of me to say that i haven't written in this for a while.
my spellin hasn't really improved in this time, so ill appologise for that now. also, i know it may irritate some people, but i tend to forget aposrophies online unless im writing a letter or resume or something, so another appology for that.
but suck it up and deal with it, k sweetheart? good.
lets see, whats changed in the past year that i can inform u all about?
well i got a laptop, so now i can type in bed.
i started and finished year 10
i started certificate II in music industry skills, discovered i love it and have some iota of talent for it and thru this:
i kicked some freaking ass whilst stage managing our school musical
and i mean kicked ass in the sense that i was awesome, not that i pysically kicked ass.
i only came close to that this one time =D
i learnt some self restraint and didnt kick that persons ass. there may have been some swearing, but who's counting that these days?
i aged.
i rediscovered rocky horror
and subsequently saw the stage show in melbourne 4 times
trust me, i wanted to go more.
i discovered dressing up for said shows
my friend moved from ballan to ballarat and now lives next to an op-shop that she has the keys to which is pwnage
i discovered the word 'pwn'
id say i discovered im a loser, but i knew that long before this, and am still cool with it.
oh, and i believe ive hardened the fuck up.
saying this, i still have my annoying whingy moments.
but if you're reading this, well. i pity you.
oh, also discovered torchwood and henceforth the crazy worlf of bi-sexuality. guys who sleep with girls and then go sleep with guys.
quite frankly.
its hot. and i like it.
something that hasnt changed? im still insanely outspoken. and quite possibly, insanely boring =D ill leave that for u to decide =D
yeah. my commitments not to good and i feel it is apt of me to say that i haven't written in this for a while.
my spellin hasn't really improved in this time, so ill appologise for that now. also, i know it may irritate some people, but i tend to forget aposrophies online unless im writing a letter or resume or something, so another appology for that.
but suck it up and deal with it, k sweetheart? good.
lets see, whats changed in the past year that i can inform u all about?
well i got a laptop, so now i can type in bed.
i started and finished year 10
i started certificate II in music industry skills, discovered i love it and have some iota of talent for it and thru this:
i kicked some freaking ass whilst stage managing our school musical
and i mean kicked ass in the sense that i was awesome, not that i pysically kicked ass.
i only came close to that this one time =D
i learnt some self restraint and didnt kick that persons ass. there may have been some swearing, but who's counting that these days?
i aged.
i rediscovered rocky horror
and subsequently saw the stage show in melbourne 4 times
trust me, i wanted to go more.
i discovered dressing up for said shows
my friend moved from ballan to ballarat and now lives next to an op-shop that she has the keys to which is pwnage
i discovered the word 'pwn'
id say i discovered im a loser, but i knew that long before this, and am still cool with it.
oh, and i believe ive hardened the fuck up.
saying this, i still have my annoying whingy moments.
but if you're reading this, well. i pity you.
oh, also discovered torchwood and henceforth the crazy worlf of bi-sexuality. guys who sleep with girls and then go sleep with guys.
quite frankly.
its hot. and i like it.
something that hasnt changed? im still insanely outspoken. and quite possibly, insanely boring =D ill leave that for u to decide =D
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