Another random test result

Did another one of those test thingys. From the same site that i did that wild rose test on. Again, since i have nothing to do thought i'd post the result here.

The Flashlight

50 Abstract thought, 48 Rational Thought, 61 Dark

What happened to the energizer bunny when he put his battery in backwards? The flashligt is not quite as accurate as i would like it to be becuase you do not require as much attention from people as a flashlight. When ever anyone needs a rescue they turn to you or they should. You have the ability to cut through the darkness ( or the bullshit ) and see what people are really feeling or sayin. Just remember to charge your batteries every now and again.

So basically, it's telling me what i already know. I'm 'advice girl'.
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every girl wants a guy with a feather in his hat

Random-ness and Captain Friendship

It's me again!! (surprise surprise) Had school today. Wasn't to bad. I'm going on holiday thursday, woo hoo! I have to miss like a week of school which most people would probably be over the moon about, but i think i'd rather stay here and go to school. Wow, don't i have an adventurous spirit.
Anonymous (geeze i hope that's spelt right) i don't know why i feel that way. that's the whole point. but i suposse the whole mum diagnosed with pre-cancer, going to hospital, having surgury thing, now having to look after me and my sis on her own coz dads in new zealand a lot lately may have something to do with it. i dunno, that's just me. but you should definatly keep commenting and telling me that im stupid and don't know what im doing (i know u didn't say that. but im using artistic licence) coz i don't get enough of that as it is, so i really appreciate it =).
Oh oh oh. We had health at school today. i love health. it's not as good as it used to be though coz we've stopped doing sex ed and have now moved on to bullying. i mean, they didn't give us any free samples or anything! and we have to do little skit type things showing bullying. or something. wasn't paying much attention. anyway, my friends and i re-wrote the captain planet song and made it into 'captain friendship' corney much? anyway, here are the amazing lyrics which are gonna blow you away. although, they may be blowing you away because they're so sucky, but that's hardly the point.

Physical!
Verbal!
Non-verbal!
Emotional!
Physiological!

Go people who aren’t bullies!!

With your powers combined I am captain friendship!!

Captain Friendship, he's our hero,
Gonna take bullying down to zero,
He's our actions magnified,
And he's fighting on friendships side

Captain Friendship, he's our hero,
Gonna take bullying down to zero,
Gonna help him stop the peeps
Who put as down and act like creeps

"You won't regret this Captain Friendship!"

(chanting)
We’re nice people,
You can be one too!
'Cause stopping bullying is the thing to do,
Teasing and taunting is not the way,
Hear what Captain Friendship has to say:

"THE POWER TO STOP BULLYING IS YOURS!!"

What can i say, it killed some time. we seem to learn so much at school dont we?
I have a new song that i'm obsessed with. actually i have two. 'Chasing Cars', by Snow Patrol and 'Mad World' from the Donnie Darko sound track. And i downloaded the mad world song, and now im gonna try and download chasing cars.
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i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad. the dreams in which im dying, are the best i've ever had

No Point

No real point in this post. But need to do something to ocupy my hands as my head is moving to fast for them to keep up. I don't think that makes sense. But i think that's what i feel. That's the other reason i wanted to write this post. To say what i'm feeling now as i don't think i can really tell anyone. So, am feeling:
sad.
scared.
alone.
hopeless.
and just down in general.
I know i neednt have dedicated a post to this. i just wanted to. i don't know why. but then again, i dont know why i do a lot of things. It's just me. unfortunatly.
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if i just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Captain Planet

Captain Planet, for all of you out there who don't know, was a cartoon. And it still is a cartoon. But i haven't seen it on tv for ages. And by ages i mean YEARS. So it's very sad. But my love for this show (and it's theme song) have recently been rekindled. And, as i've had this song going through my head for quite some time, i thought i'd post them up here so everyone can share my love. Or not. Whatever.
The first 7 lines are spoken word, and is just people shouting them out. but the rest is sung. It's a very groovy song.

Earth!
Fire!
Wind!
Water!
Heart!

GO PLANET!

With your powers combined I am Captain Planet!

Captain Planet, he's our hero,
Gonna take pollution down to zero,
He's our powers magnified,
And he's fighting on the planet side

Captain Planet, he's our hero,
Gonna take pollution down to zero,
Gonna help him put us under,
Bad guys who like to loot and plunder

"You'll pay for this Captain Planet!"

(chanting)We're the planeteers,You can be one too!
'Cause saving our planet is the thing to do,
Looting and polluting is not the way,
Hear what Captain Planet has to say:

"THE POWER IS YOURS!!"


Isn't it so incredibly random! But i quite like it. And that's all that really matters. No matter what people say.
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Great minds thing alike. Shame none of us here have great minds.

Hugger-mugger

Great news!! Somebody i don't know commented on my blog!!! Sure, there comment was a dissagrement, but we can't win all the time.
Anyway. Now that that's out of the way. I hate being stuck in the middle. It really, really sucks balls. To say it nicely. But, there's these two friends I have, and they always change their minds about each other. And im the one who always hears about the. The one they say 'God he was a bitch today' or 'She gave me an odd look' and im not saying they've said those things, but they have said things like that. And it's been going on for ages. So that's my grumble. Oh, and the fact that i have hiccups. I would like that to be recognized as a complaint.
I'll tell you all a great word. A fantastic new insult I leart today in english. From our english teacher no less. Are you ready for it? It really is fantastic. Alright, here it is: Hugger-mugger. Isn't it brilliant? It really is wonderus (<-----dont think that's spelt right) But really. Just imagine it. Walking up to someone and going 'Hey, sup hugger-mugger?' They would have absolutly no idea you'd just insulted them. I don't know what it means though. If you do, please let me know. Coz otherwise i'll have to make up my own definition. And that wouldn't be anywhere near as fun. Actually, it might be! But i want you all to remember it. Becuase it is brilliant. HUGGER-MUGGER!!!
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Captain planet, he's our hero! Gonna take polution down to zero!

Corneyness

Finally it's the weekend. How i'm going to put up with 9 more weeks of school i dont know. Actually, it's only 8 weeks for me as im going on holiday to the sunshine coast from about the 18th to the 26th. The only way i remember that is because my friends birthday is exactly 2 weeks from the day we fly out.
This is gonna make me sound even weirder than usual (yes, it is possible) but every day seems like about 3 different days. Which is stupid i know, but it does. Before school, during school, and after school. When im at school, the morning seems so long ago, and after school, school seems like it happened ages ago. It is odd.
Lately i've started listening to songs from cartoon movies. Like Anastasia and Aladdin. I love those kind of songs. And those kinda movies. I love anything corney. Corneyness is brilliant.
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Don't cry wolf, cry piglet!

Find out what your name means

I got a random email with the subject 'find out what your name means', hence the title of this post. I thought it was kinda cool ( i know i'm a dweeb =D) so i figured i'd post what my name means, and all the other letters mean in case you wanna do your own name.

A- You like to drink
B- You like people
C- You're wild and crazy
D- You have one of the best personalities ever
E- You're a damn good kisser
F- People adore you
G- You never let people tell you what to do
H- You are funny and loveable
I- You have a fine ass
J- Everyone loves you
K- You are really silly
L- You live to have fun
M- Success comes easily to you
N- You are absolutely beautiful
O- You are one of the best in bed
P- You are popular with all types of people
Q- You are a hypocrite
R- Damn sexy
S- Easy to fall in love with
T- You're loyal to those you love
U- You really like to chill
V- You are not judgmental
W- You are very broad minded
X- You never let people tell you what to do
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for
Z- Always ready

Mine is:
E- You're a damn good kisser
M- Success comes easily to you
M- Success comes easily to you
A- You like to drink

Having double letters sucks =( What I want to know is how many of these are true in my case. Do i like to drink. Yes. i like fluids very much. Does success come easily to me? Not that im aware of. Am i a good kisser? i wouldn't know. I'm an innocent little angle. And its horrid. I may have said that before. but its true so it cant' hurt if i say it again.
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I'll mongoose you!

Self-worth

We all question our self worth at some time or another, right? But it's not supossed to be something we do all the time. So why is it i always seem to be lacking something? It doesn't matter what it is, looks, personality, intellegence, and it doesn't matter who im with, friends, family, people i don't know to well. I always feel im less than them or something. Like im not worth as much/anything.
Our school has plays every year for the middle and senior school, but next year instead they're having a musical. And I wouldn't mind trying out. But i won't. Some of my friends seem to think i should try out. I dunno why though. I can't act, i can't sing and i can't dance. I guess i wouldn't mind doing stuff backstage. I can't remember what it's called. A couple of my friends are gonna try out for dancing, and a few others for singing. Anyway, if anything comes out of it, i shall post it here, but i doubt it will.
G.U: (guy update) he asked out a girl. she said yes. i'm gonna go jump off a very tall building now. its either that or stay here and be advice girl for an eternity. *joy*
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I can't do the talk, I can't do the walk, I can't be your friend, unless I pretend

Photo-ma-graphs (continued)

J and K skipping stones on K's dam
PRINGLES!!!!! Gotta luv pringles!
K and J looking at K's music book. They both play piano, im sssssoooooo jelous!!
The out fit L's wearing belongs to K's little sister. K's teaching her how to stand like a whore.
Isn't she a darl? Standing like that, she still manages to look cute!!
I'm sure you've all been waiting for this. This is me. Sexy huh? <---sarcasm. It's a horrid photo, but as it's the most decent one of me I have, i figured i'd post it.

Photo-ma-graphs

Sob. The holidays are over. Back to school tomorrow. Isn't it horrible. Now I actually have to WORK! God forbid. I have a feeling there was some geography homework i was meant to do, but as all my geography books are at school, and i know a couple of other girls who haven't done it, im not gonna do it.
I think we holidays were pretty good. Aside from the whole pre-cancer thing. This is what i did these holls:
J stayed at my place for 2 nights. I stayed at K's place with L. I went to the movies with my sis and saw monster house. I stayed at Kelsey's house. K stayed at my place. I went to the Java lounge with K+ J the next day, went to the movies with them and a couple of other girls and saw step up, then stayed the night at K's with L and J.
All in all, it was pretty fun. It's just a shame I'm not doing anything today, being the last day of the holidays and all. Bummer.
I took my camera to K's house and took a whole stack of photos. Some of them are........ interesting to say the least. :-P

This is K at my place, sitting on my bed. She hate's having photos taken of her. So obviously I took loads.
This is J. Behind bars, where she belongs :-D Now all she needs is a straight jacket......
This is L. She's the baby of the group. Everyone thinks she's so innocent. But we know better. But she is adorable.
L and J eating choc wedges on K's swings. Yummy........