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What are you supossed to do when one of your close friends moves school? And i dont just mean how do you deal with them not being there anymore. How do you deal with the fact that they refuse to tell you what school they're moving to, except to say that its far away from where we are now. And how do you deal with the fact that he's said he wants to forget everyone at his old school, the school that you attened? And the fact that he hasn't said he won't, or can't, forget you? And the fact that, no matter how hard you try, you can't stop telling yourself you love him. Even though he'll never love you in the same way. Or at all. And that maybe it's all over. And that sure, it may have never meant to be, but that doesn't stop it hurting. Or stop that fact that you dont want to be just another forgotten face from his past. And the fact he refuses to tell you some things, and when you ask why, he says 'becuase its different' or 'because you wouldn't understand' but says that it has nothing to do with whether he can trust you or not. Just that you wouldn't understand. And refuses to tell you why you wouldn't understand. Or why he can't try you, just to see if you did understand. And i mean, maybe you wouldn't have understood. But you could have tried. You could have fucking tried.
So if anyone knows the answer to any of these questions, let me know? But for now i think i'll just go and cry alone in my room.
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I cant live without you, Can't breathe without you, I dream about you honestly.